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In the Lobby, Not the Doorman
In the evening when people arereturning home
anxious to abandon the strain ofthese attentions,
he comes downstairs from hisapartment
and stakes out the bench in thelobby
by the elevators where he haseverybody
who enters the building trapped
into socializing with him, if byeven
no more than an annoyed nod and atired
look away from a cheer come of thepredatory.
Their dresses, how good they look,how he’ll be up
for dinner at their place in aminute,
how he knows you out there makin’all that money.
The people in this building are outthere
making like he must have at onetime.
Or done, made it and sat down.These floors aren’t cheap.
He’s harmless. But how we hauntour own success.
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urban specific
standing on the corner begging
for company a little change
in conversation somethingdifferent
made of to have to come up with
by the see you later or else
be in that killing
loneliness of a room even on thestreet
stopping people still leftalone –
old crime neither poor nor disorderly
just vagrant time’s old crimeof age
unaddressed victim norperpetrator just
a man whose only empty pockets areof people
come around asks if you can spare a little
while so he can make the train home
3. saxophone
Then There’sThis One, Pick Him Up
pick him up andtake him to the jail
of his winnings,take him into house arrest
up from hissuccess, winner lifted
out of his easyto get to by people, drive
the diamond underhis fingernail
up through theflesh to pimple as
his wearing andpop light in folks’ eyes
having his nothingcome from
funny money–
but a callous diseasefrom discipline
that cuts him offis no joke
no plus
size chile who’sgot nor his own
he’s somebodyelse’s crime for his time
4. drums
Funds for Charity
An angry generosity
comes from the careless hold hehas
on what little he has;
much is taken.
And angered if not from that, thenthat
he goes along with his losses too
passively,
too pride-hustled to question.
So, he
is always wanting back,
never clear he has given, onlysure
the gleaners expect too much.
Then, angry resentment
at the little he has for spill
compared to that his privilege has
to flurry from for him, forwhite’s own
on its white landfill,
that cold storm of trickle down
from coffers vast and out ofreach,
privately owned as the sky,
the deaf sky.