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Metta Sáma




I TAKE WHAT I CAN GET

LESSONONE

 

Tango.To refuse

 

thedance of

 

patriarchy,we dance

 

thedance of

 

patriarchy.Tango. A mess

 

ofheels, suit up

 

jackets,deliberate

 

black.We (Tango.)

 

skirt& slip.

 

Inpublic, we hold

 

hands(Tango.), terrorize

 

thepublic, &  (Tango.) switch

 

hipslike (Tango.)

 

strategies,like

 

tornados,like Eve,

 

&(Tango.) eyelashes. Our

 

mothersship gold-

 

platedwedding cake silver-

 

ware,unsolicited

 

adviceon men, linen,

 

hearts.How to be

 

mastered.Tango. Our

 

fathers’voices

 

remindus of algebra

 

&seduction. Entangled,

 

werefuse to be

 

(Tango.)lipstick, buckled-down

 

butch.Strap it

 

up, tieit down,

 

figurean eight.

 

It’s allin the feet,

 

Tango,love, it’s all in

 

the tiltof

 

a wantonfoot, &

 

sometimesthe mouth, love

 

sometimesour mouths. Tango.

 

 

 

 

THIS ISTHE LONGING THAT SOUL BUILDS

 

1.

poemsscribbled blindly

in mygirlfriend’s journal;

the boysfrom Sudan never travel

alone;sky demands

of wind:chime.

 

2.

I fillmy lover’s side of the bed

withlonging: a remote control,

compositionbooks, green

pens,leaves of sage, lemons,

a halvedmoon.

 

3.

ladiesin burqa and abaya float

down thestreet. boys ride

bikes incircles, ghosts hover

inbaggage. languid fog & terse

language.trees shed their lasting

leaves.I’ve not been with myself.

 

4.

threegirls demand more

than thesun, divide light, teach

eachother to jump rope: pluck

waterfrom the sky’s edges, desire.

 

5.

therunner, a homeless black

cat; aman thumbs my way, winks, &

castratesthe road’s side. I do not

recognizethis white man’s gestures. a blind

man andhis sleepy friend, reluctant

clerks,hurried winds castigate the south.

morereminders of the not familiar.

I do notbelong.

 

6.

the veryfloors are caffeinated. language

hovers,slips around the neck, digs

in skin,chokes back and vomits

forththe rot that is action.

 

7.

thisbedroom, overstuffed

as it iswith surrendering,

miniaturedeaths, familiar

urges.an acquiescence,

a rageof wind circles,

knocksagainst the fan’s blades.

the catbacks into the hall.

 

 

 

 

I TAKE WHAT I CAN GET

 

                                             Itake

Salt

            (Spillit      floor the damage)

Artichoke

            (Peeluntil nothing but heart              examine)

Water

            (Boiluntil vapor touches skin

                                    untilvapor opens pores

                                             untilvapor opens

                                                                                        me)

 

                                             what

Flesh

            Yes,cursive

script & line

                         pensive   See how this

body bends expands contracts this

Flesh

            Yesit holds

                                    thewhat

 

                                             Ican get

A bowl

a blender

one desire or two

Busy me with oil  & caress

                                             Ican get

A sieve

& sift through finger’s print

& thigh & knee &

Love

            Ican get any object & lay it

                                                                        out

here  on this kitchen table for you

                                                                        Icount

quarts  pints tablespoons  tea

measure what

            Ican get  all of this

            Ican get  & you  I take