![]() Carrie Etter’s blog: carrieetter.blogspot.com _______ | ![]() Carrie Etter Moment without Momentum Her hands smell of choppedpotatoes, of earth. A quickening, even here. The sky darkens predictably.Memory alongside experience, their intricate exchange. Leeks but not onionsbecause he. No bother. An itch, a scratch. Some amazing circuitry. The stocksimmers as the ordinary continues. One beat, two—and deepens withtexture. Manifold honey. This may bestronger than bliss. Earlier she gazed over the valley. As a little girl, all the birthstone jewelry. And the envy. A quarter-acre corner lot, a five-bedroom. Three poplars atthe back. Who could want aquamarine? The luxury of gold topaz or ruby. So many years later, walking along Green Park Road. Alongthe Avon. Those matching necklace and ring sets. Even peridot suggested. Playing outside through the summers. Peas off the vine. A rain had passed. Thick, sweet, sudden smell of childhood. Ruby, that was my mother’s. Poplars along the path. A luxury in the scent. A memorial on my finger.
Doubles, doppelgangers. One for me, one for her. A true believer, she. First from California. Images of snow in a desert. I chose secular. Snowflake, teddy bear, bow-topped gift. What’s to say. Irish Catholic—Flanagan. I left before. England added a hare. All legs out-. In Heaven, she said. A form of flight. If I were sorry, I was alive. We fought over forks and spoons. The children kept breaking into the pantry or on the pavement. Interior or exterior view, I’d much to repent as the price of silver fell and bandages rose and wove around us the color of our children’s skin, the color of no prison but huge requiring that caught me up in the mirror, that other and selfsame. | ||