![]() To read Mary Ellen Redmond’s interview with Gregory Orr in this issue. _______ | ![]() Mary Ellen Redmond Quiz Tomorrow I wake to the dark drum roll of October rain, a street lined with vacanthomes. White wicker, gas grills wait out the season instorage. Kids gather at the cornerlooking like a herd of littlehumpbacks, until a yellow bus swallows themwhole. On the road to school, asingle red tree redeems the dirty linenskyline. Blackbirds, heads moving up and down like typewriterkeys, lift their tail feathers,making random checks across a lawn. A student trudges in damp anddrowsy. Today’s lesson? On the board: Listen to the rain. Pay attention to birds. So Good I was so famished, I could have eaten youwhole— gulped you down in mouthfuls without chewing, bits and dribble for my napkin to catch. But instead you fed me slowly from a child’s spoon, the stuff of which I firstdevoured, then started swirling around my mouth and tongue, finally swallowing not knowing when the next agonizing morsel would arrive. Unlikely Valentine I want to thank whoever sent the eleven moths that layflat against my window pane this November evening. Their delicate wings areshaped like hearts, edged in a softbrown fringe. Rain’s turned to sleet, and Iam afraid they will not live the night,but now they are lovely, unexpected, and so still, (not a single flutter from them.) watch leaves fly at the mercy ofthe wind spin settle until the next flurry flutter turns to crackle as they scoot consider this leaf the colorof merlot smooth as tanned hide aframework of veins an object magnified revealsits divine structure the tip of my finger is anintricate maze a sprig of dusty miller now avelvet antler a maple seed becomes adragonfly wing to what have I been blind? look and whatever tongue called this world toattention— put your ear to its lips The Things We Hold On To When my father got sober(seriously this time) he paced fromthe front door to the back, staring past the screen as if the answer were in theleaf pile next to the apple tree. Hedid not talk for days. Now he hides in the lining ofmy dreams, watchingto see what I will write. I will write about his whitelinen bureau scarf, his daily change, histeeth swimming in a glass. There was a time when I couldmake myself invisible inthe narrow space between wall and stove. There is too much chatterabove my shoulders. Starsand stars tonight, confetti thrown into the ether. A fragment of Jack’s skullclenched in Jackie’s hand. Oh,the things we hold on to. Six brown pears in a blackbowl. Sixteenswans on Long Pond. ![]() | ||