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To read Mary Ellen Redmond’s interview with Gregory Orr in this issue.

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Contributor Notes




Mary Ellen Redmond

Mary Ellen Redmond

Another Day

 

 

 

Quiz Tomorrow

 

 

I wake to the dark

drum roll of October rain,

a street lined with vacanthomes.

White wicker, gas grills

wait out the season instorage.

Kids gather at the cornerlooking

like a herd of littlehumpbacks, until

a yellow bus swallows themwhole.

 

On the road to school, asingle red

tree redeems the dirty linenskyline.

Blackbirds, heads moving up

and down like typewriterkeys,

lift their tail feathers,making

random checks across a lawn.

 

A student trudges in damp anddrowsy.

Today’s lesson? On the board:

Listen to the rain.

Pay attention to birds.

 

 

 

 

 

So Good

 

 

I was so famished,

I could have eaten youwhole—

gulped you down in mouthfuls

without chewing,

bits and dribble

for my napkin to catch.

 

But instead

you fed me slowly

from a child’s spoon,

the stuff of which I firstdevoured,

then started swirling around

my mouth and tongue,

finally swallowing

not knowing

when the next

agonizing morsel

would arrive.

 

 

 

 

 

Unlikely Valentine

 

 

I want to thank whoever sent

 

the eleven moths that layflat

 

against my window pane

 

this November evening.

 

Their delicate wings areshaped

 

like hearts, edged in a softbrown fringe.

 

Rain’s turned to sleet, and Iam afraid

 

they will not live the night,but now

 

 they are lovely, unexpected, and so

 

 still, (not a single flutter from them.)

 

 

 

 

 

watch leaves fly at the mercy

 

 

                        ofthe wind 

 

spin      settle           

                             until the next flurry

 

flutter turns to crackle

                            

                          as       they     scoot      

 

 

consider this leaf       the colorof merlot

 

smooth as tanned hide        aframework of veins

 

 

an object magnified revealsits divine structure

 

 

the tip of my finger is anintricate maze

a sprig of dusty miller now avelvet antler

a maple seed becomes adragonfly wing

 

 

to what have I been blind?

 

                                                      

                        look

        

  and whatever tongue         called this world

 

            toattention—

 

put your ear to its lips

       

 

 

 

 

 

The Things We Hold On To

 

 

When my father got sober(seriously this time) he paced

            fromthe front door to the back, staring past the screen

 

as if the answer were in theleaf pile next to the apple tree.

            Hedid not talk for days.

 

Now he hides in the lining ofmy dreams,

            watchingto see what I will write.

 

I will write about his whitelinen bureau scarf, his daily change,

            histeeth swimming in a glass.

 

There was a time when I couldmake myself invisible

            inthe narrow space between wall and stove.

 

There is too much chatterabove my shoulders.

            Starsand stars tonight, confetti thrown into the ether.

           

A fragment of Jack’s skullclenched in Jackie’s hand.

            Oh,the things we hold on to.

 

Six brown pears in a blackbowl.

            Sixteenswans on Long Pond.